it's been awhile since the last time...

hello there. it;s been awhile since my last post. aku cume xde mood nk coret ape2 kat blog nih. tapi hari ni ak mcm nk coret sesuatu. and NO its not about food. though food really is my best friend. hmm no doubt bout that. thanks to food, i've been "happily ROUND" since i can remember. ahaha...(this is a painful laughing to cover up everything). 

recently life is not as smooth as I planned before. too many downs rather than highlight moment. 2011 marked some big changes in my life. some may not think that. but i don't care. each person's personal moments are different than others. one that i could truly remembered was i've got the chance to perform Umrah. it was my wildest dream. I can never think I could go there and be part of this great ibadah. i never felt so calm and serene though there were lots of 'not so good experience'. all of those memories will always be part of me.I wish someday I will go to Mecca to perform Hajj and this time I would like to go with my other half. it could be the greatest moment in my life. I think...

2012 just started. today is 17th Feb. God, there were so many things happened since my last post.Now I'm a Master student.frankly, i don't know why i got myself into academic life. i remembered the last time, my degree years, that i swear i won't enrolled as a student anymore.but you know, when your life felt slow-mo and stranded, i have to do something to make it worth to live in. i've tried to find another job, but i was not lucky then. i just applied to do my Master with hope that i could change my boring routine life. i quit my job and be a student. whoaa...that is really something i can't imagine before.life as a student is not that different when i had a career. it's a different kind of hardship.but i am thankful because i have family that i can turn to.so i go back to my parent's house and jobless at the age of 28. I felt so uneasy while writing this. at my age I should earn my own money not live under parent's roof.i have no control over this matter.i'll just have to endure and buat muka tembok. hehe...no choice...

Insya Allah everything will be fine...berdoa pada Allah dibukakan pintu rezeki dan berkatilah segala usaha yang dilakukan untuk memajukan diri...AMIN...